I am overwhelmed by fear and stress. She is hospitalised and probably diagnose with mild stroke (not yet confirm but symptoms fit). It's heart wrenching. Wednesday is my math and stats paper and also the trip. But now, I am lost and facing this all alone. I hope she will get well. Though sometimes i feel that she restrict me too much but I know its all for my own good. I couldn’t imagine my life when she is gone. I dare not imagine when no one is there to control me and if there is a barrier of communication with her. At times I complain, but i really cannot bear to lost her. I realised i have been neglecting them all this while and its abit too late. Life is just this short to waste. I have learnt it the hard way. Don’t follow my footstep.
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At times I wish that I can be transparent. Figuratively and cognitively living in a world of my own independently, using fixative rationality to piece up the distorted facts in my mind to convince the stubborn one. Crap.
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Beware and be mindful. Human mind is a very dangerous & powerful tool for having the capability to manipulate and manifest actions and behaviors base on perspective and judgment.
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Com on' its time for the engine to get started...down down down!!!
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Hang on there girl. I am sure You can do it. Its all about time management! =)
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